How Did It Happen ?

4th feb 2010 , just another day in everyone's life nothing special nothing new about it just aother ordinary day . As was the usual custom i was sitting and chatting with my gf ( girl freind - for those lesser mortals who still haven't got used to the sms style of english ) . we used to talk about everything from studies to family to fun to food to places to people , you name it we talked about it . we could chat for hours endlessly if left together . i forgot to mention that just a few days ago she had got a call from the college telling her parents that she had deteriorated in studies and used to spend time with ' a guy on the stairs ' and she was utterly disgusted by this and was somewhat uneasy . just then she got a call from her home it was her mom . her mom told her that she would be comming by in a few days to meet her and sort out the mater of ' the guy on the stairs ' . my gf was using all her pleading and persuation skills to use trying to deter her mom from comming . she won, my gf that is but looking back at the moment in retrospection i think it would have been better if she would have come would have been better if things would have gotten sorted out would have been better if i had met her mom . Any ways the depression worked its way deep into my gf and soon she was crying which is a bit unusual on her part and she was soon un-consolable ( dont know if that is even a word ) . She went to her room and stayed there . She didnt answer my calls she didnt answer anyone elses calls too . Around 3 pm i couldnt take it anymore and went inside the girls hostel and to her room to talk to her . She was shocked but we sat and talked . I had quite forgotten that trouble has a way of finding its way to me until disaster struck and the warden of the girls hostel came and saw us both in the room together . Well a guy and a girl in a oom gives these older generation lab trained guinea pigs just one idea and volla soon we were the hottest topic on campus . Next evening 5 pm we were taken before the university disciplinary commitee and were given a so called fare chance to defend ourselves whereas all we got to do was answer most of the questions in yes or no . So much for fairness . 

6th feb 2010 again just another day if u were not me or my gf which u most probably are not , i had all my bags packed to go home i was leaving in the evening i had got rusticated and so had she . she left  the next day her had mom came to pick her up . 

The u turn had happened and here i am now trodding the same path that i walked on a year ago, just that now i am a lot less enthusiastic about the days events and what is happening around me . i dont care if i dont know the answer to the teacher's question or if the kid behind me is laughing at me . it is a little difficult to overcome the wastage of a whole yea of your life but i am dealing with it maybe not in the best possible manner but am still dealing with it .